It has been a while since I have written here.

I don't know where else to go or to write.

I have a good job. My husband has a good job. We own our home and we are just sinking financially. In our home my father in law lives with us and so does our brother in law. They haven't paid their part of the rent since April...

I am so frustrated. I want to cry. I want to scream. My husband is doing all he can, but I am just so angry because we are in this situation due to his family. I am trying not to hold grudges against him, but it's hard. I want to move forward and be happy but I can't.

I have even tried selling pictures of my feet to get money to pay bills. I don't know what else to do. I don't want to be upset all the time, but I feel like we help everyone out and no one helps us out.

Gosh I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

God, help me and my family. I know we are not the only one in this situation, but I really don't know what to do.

I feel so helpless.